Sunday, July 22, 2012

It Will Only Cost You Your Life!


Hey Catholic teens!  So today I’m talking about vocations!  This one is mainly geared towards vocations for women to the religious life, but there’s definitely some information in here that could be useful for men too.  First I’d like to quote a passage of scripture that I’m sure everyone has heard before, and then we will talk about how it relates to vocations. This passage, Mark 6:24-44, actually begins where the Gospel reading from today ends.
When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them, for they were like sheep without a shepherd; and he began to teach them many things.  By now it was already late and his disciples approached him and said,” This is a deserted place and it is already very late.  Dismiss them so that they can go to the surrounding farms and villages and buy themselves something to eat.”  He said to them in reply, “Give them some food yourselves.” But they said to him,” Are we to buy two hundred days’ wages worth of food and give it to them to eat?”  He asked them,” How many loaves do you have? Go and see.” And when they had found out they said,” Five loaves and two fish.” So he gave orders to have them sit down in groups on the green grass.  The people took their places in rows by hundreds and by fifties.  Then, taking the five loaves and the two fish and looking up to heaven, he said the blessing, broke the loaves, and gave them to his disciples to set before the people; he also divided the two fish among them all. They all ate and were satisfied. And they picked up twelve wicker baskets full of fragments and what was left of the fish.  Those who ate were five thousand men.
                I always thought that this passage was interesting because here, what Jesus DIDN’T do is just as important as what he actually did.  So Jesus is teaching lots of people and after a while they are hungry but the disciples only had five loaves of bread and two fish with them.  First I’d like to point out that Jesus is God, and God is omnipotent.  When He found out there wasn’t enough food, He could’ve said,” Hey, Peter! Throw me that rock over there; I’m going to change it into two thousand loaves of bread!”  That way, He wouldn’t have even had to take the loaves and fish from the disciples; He could’ve just made more.  But that’s not what He does.  Instead, He takes all the bread and fish the disciples had and feeds everyone from multiplying those.  In other words-God called the disciples at that time to give Him everything they had in order to do more with it than they could’ve ever imagined.  And notice-He gave everything back to them, and more.
                When God calls a woman to a religious vocation, He asks her to give up everything she has to follow him, just like the first apostles.  Truly, a young woman even gives up her life so that God may take it and do even greater things with it.  No, the woman isn’t actually dying when I say that she “gives up her life.”  But in a way, she does die to the world-she renounces owning anything, having an earthly spouse, and her will and her desires.  In fact, the concept of giving up your life is a central idea to the religious life, and it is reflected in many practices and traditions of the different orders.  The website for the Poor Clares of Perpetual Adoration at the Our Lady of the Angels Monastery (the order Mother Angelica belongs to) says,” The black outer part of the veil is a sign that the nun is dead to the world.  Inside, the veil is white-this symbolizes the glory of Heaven. This white part is partially hidden by the black to symbolize that those who are ‘of the world’ cannot see the reward that is to come.  Wearing this veil is the nun's witness to that reward.  From the reading from Mark, we know that God took everything the disciples had and did more with it than they could do on their own.  In the same way, when God calls a woman to religious life, He is calling her to do more with herself than she could ever do without Him as her spouse.  And really, it will only cost her her life. 
                In the responsorial psalm this morning, we heard that “The Lord is my Shepherd; there is nothing I shall want.”  This also applies to the passage from Mark and to the religious life because after everyone was fed, they were able to fill up twelve baskets of extra fish.  When the Lord asks you to give Him your life, there is no reason to think that He won’t give you back something better.  The Lord is our shepherd-did you know that sheep are very dumb?  They can’t tell when there is danger, and they’ll walk right into trouble.  The shepherd’s job then is to lead the sheep to food, shelter, safety, and anything else that they need, because the sheep can’t provide those things for themselves.  And the shepherd loves his sheep, so he is going to lead them to the best food and the safest places and protect them, but the sheep have to be willing to give up their control to the shepherd.  In case you haven’t figured it out, God is the shepherd and we are the sheep.  God doesn’t ask us to give anything up if he isn’t going to put something more majestic in its place. 
                If you’re a young person discerning a call to the religious life, don’t be afraid of what God might have planned for you.  Pray about your future, go to mass as often as possible, and spend time with Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament.  Most importantly though, be patient.  If there’s one thing I’ve learned from the discernment process, it’s that you may have your life scheduled and planned out, but God doesn’t work on YOUR schedule.  I’m praying for all of you and I hope you have a wonderful couple of weeks!
Through Christ who strengthens me,
Emily

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